Sunday, May 16, 2010

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Sunday, May 9, 2010

Random Late Nights Ponderings

It's a real turn on to watch some porn online where the women react to how large the man's penis is. They comment on it, measure it, look nervous. Of course, the real hot part is that in the back of my head, I'm thinking "My cock is bigger/longer/thicker." The comparison against a porn star where I end up with the larger cock...on days I'm depressed that sometimes cheers me up a bit.

Late at night, i sneak down to my basement to have a smoke and take my pants off. After a long day, letting him unfurl and hang alongside my balls feels like the first time all day I could breathe deeply. I'll sit here and let it dangle and alot of my stress of the day seems to go away.

I have a very good friend who has slept with the same woman I had. He admitted to me that she told him all about my cock. She told him "he has a massive piece of meat" and so he wanted to ask me specifically how big. I made sure he really wanted to know. So I told him I was a very thick 10". He paused and replied "My penis is only 4" long." What do you say at that point? "Haha!"? No, of course not. But it did feel like, as friends, we crossed some barrier. He's one of the only few who know and doesnt tease me about it. He said once "I kinda feel bad for you...your ex told me it was a painful experience when you two fucked. Do you wish you were smaller?" I answered, "somedays." He smiled and said, "I'm sorry man" and hugged me. He is a rare rare man and a special friend.

I got high with my female best friend once and I ended up hard. She noticed (and yeah, she already knew i was big) and asked to see it. So I took it out and sat back, letting it stick straight up in the air in her living room. "Jesus, that would ruin me." I hear that alot from women who turn me down.

Apparently I was the topic of one bachlorette party according to a person who was there. No one knew she and I had a secret sexual thing going on, so she kept quiet but the other women spent a long time discussing "Sean's giant dick". I both enjoy and hate being talked about that way when I'm not around. Both.

I've had dozens of 3somes, been invited to help cuckold a man, had a great deal of public sex and masterbation, watched two Russian 19 year olds drunkenly struggle with my size, and done more porn than I'd admit, all because of the size of my penis.

As I write this entry, my penis is hard, resting on the keyboard. If I bend my head down a bit and point it up, mmmmm. I like how it feels in my mouth. Its thick as hell. I've got such a huge cock, it's crazy.