Touching base

I know a few weeks have gone by without an update...I'm usually unsure what to write about. As I keep saying, this is a rare thing for me, confessing secrets about my life. I know I want to talk about the nude modeling I did in college, the Large Penis Support Group site, and a dozen or so amazing events that have happened to me, but I generally wouldnt know where to begin. Plus, there is a bit of internal resistance going on, as I feel a) no one is reading this and b) no one is believing me. Disbelief is a common event if i admit to some of my more wild days...not to mention if i tell someone how huge i am. I guess I dream of being with a person where we share so much trust that I can open up about these sorts of things.

One short comment to make though. Years ago, in college, a couple who were friends of mine used to invite me over to hang out and, at times, watch them have sex. Id sit in a chair by the bed masterbating while they went at it. They enjoyed the exhibitionism (as did I) and it was a win/win short-term thing. However, once they had a baby, the husband became so dangerous and violent that the state had to secretly relocate the mother and son. That was over 10 years ago and I've heard from neither since.

Until 2 weeks ago when the mother reached out to me to say hello on Facebook. She has been living in another state, doing well, and said she really missed our friendship. So we were talking about the whole situation of her moving, whether she missed her old life, and she blurted out "I miss your penis. You have the most beautiful cock I've ever seen!". Well, i was taken aback by her forwardness. We went on to talk about it and she told me how she has thought about it for years and had wished that she could experience it. "I've never ever seen one THAT big." She told me hot wet it made her to watch me stroke it in front of her. She told me how jealous her husband was and how he forbade her to touch me. And she told me of all the men she's been with over the years, none came close to how sexy and perfect my dick is.

I think I was on cloud 9 for a few days after that conversation. Nothing beats a gorgeous blonde woman telling you how beautiful your cock is. Esp over a decade later on her own impetus when you know she clearly is still longing for it.