Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Surprise

Sometimes I'm sitting here and I know I'm erect, but I'm not really focusing on it. Then I look down to see it and think "Holy shit!"...like I'd forgotten how big it looks. I wonder why it surprises me. After all these years, at middle age, am I still not aware how big it is? With all I've been through over it, why do I care? Do all guys maybe think this about their cocks regardless of it's size?

Sometimes, it doesn't feel like it's part of me. It seems as detached as a dildo would. I've been this size for 20 years and why am I not used to it by now?